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instead of committing suicide i wrote a song

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I want to erase every part of me
that reminds me of myself
everything other people see
i'm cheerful generally happy
but underneath is this well of hatred
and as i write it transforms to love
i get paranoid that my life is meaningless
that people do'nt really want me around

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow

to continue is difficult
to continue is difficult
when i'm always hanging on to the past
but i'm too scared to make the future last
i hate myself so much i cannot act
I'm in the same place again
i need to move on
what do i need to let go of

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow

to continue is difficult
to continue is difficult
I'm in the same place again
the same place again
ohh

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow

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from S​.​I​.​Y​.​R EP, released November 7, 2011

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Meri Everitt Leicester, UK

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Musical
Honesty

Meri makes music.
Meri LOVES music.
1. Songwriter
2. Singer
3. Guitarist
4. Producer
5. Plays a lot of instruments
6. Loves to dance
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