S​.​I​.​Y​.​R EP

by Meri Everitt

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Recorded in 1 day near Brighton

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released November 7, 2011

Alex Kirkup - drums
Danny - bass and lead guitar
All tracks produced by Craig Timmis at Orbitalstream

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Track Name: Sex Is Your Religion
sex is your religion
and yet you criticise mine
i guess it makes sense in this wierd world
reality is something else
compartmentalised self
never really getting what you need to heal you

who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you

it's a mutual exchange a process of learning
it's just hard to watch someone
make the same mistakes i've made myself
not knowing how hard it is to unpick them

who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you

who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
who am i to judge you
you've taught me as much as i've taught you
Track Name: Lonely
Do you know what it feels like
To be lonely
But the truth is always there
Under the surface
We are all
Inconsolably connected to each other
Do you know what it feels like
To never want to go to bed
At the right time in the morning
I can’t face the dreams
The wakefulness the feeling of this body my body
Is not used
And I dream of being abused
I dream I am in love with you
And I wake up feeling dead
Again and again each morning
I dream I am in love
With you

x2
Track Name: Bloodflow
I want to erase every part of me
that reminds me of myself
everything other people see
i'm cheerful generally happy
but underneath is this well of hatred
and as i write it transforms to love
i get paranoid that my life is meaningless
that people do'nt really want me around

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow

to continue is difficult
to continue is difficult
when i'm always hanging on to the past
but i'm too scared to make the future last
i hate myself so much i cannot act
I'm in the same place again
i need to move on
what do i need to let go of

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow

to continue is difficult
to continue is difficult
I'm in the same place again
the same place again
ohh

I know it's shit but I can't convince myself
I want to take scissors to my hair
i wanna draw all over my body
and burn myself with hot water stop my bloodflow
stop my blood flow
Track Name: Too Late
I can't face you coming round
i can't face what i have to do
i don't want you coming round
but what else can i do
i don't want you in my place
dont want to see your face
i know i will erase everything i thought i knew

and i know it's too late to talk about relationships
but i don't believe in fate so maybe i'll tell it how it is

every time i see you it's the same
every time i want to touch you
but i remember a day when i didn't care
i was using another man in place of you
i didn't want to ask you to tell the truth
but now i'm asking you, i'm asking you

and i know it's too late to talk about relationships
but i don't believe in fate so maybe i'll tell it how it is

we discussed it all night
do you remember crying
i told you how i felt and i remember dying inside oh
i was strong though
inside oh
i was strong though

we discussed it all night
do you remember promising me
that you would never forget
how it felt to be with me

and i know it's too late to talk about relationships
but i don't believe in fate so maybe i'll tell it how it is
Track Name: Get The Fuck Off
I know I'm touching on something
Reaching out to you with this voice
it doesn't mean you suddenly have permission
to touch my body whenever you please

Lets make this clear
get the fuck off me
Lets make this clear
just dont' touch me

We're in the same neighborhood
it doesnt mean your always welcome
if you entertain one fantasy
I can see it clearly

Lets make this clear
get the fuck off me
Lets make this clear
just dont' touch me

I'm just a person
searching for herself
i thought youd' listen
i thought youd hear
give up this chase am i doing the same
if i sing straight to you it means i feel safe

Lets make this clear
get the fuck off me
Lets make this clear
just dont' touch me

If i don't look at you it's because you think i'm special
but I'm not I'm just like you
If i don't look at you it's because you think i'm special
but I'm not I'm just like you
If i don't look at you it's because you think i'm special
but I'm not I'm just like you
If i don't look at you it's because you think i'm special
but I'm not I'm just like you

Lets make this clear
get the fuck off me
Lets make this clear
just dont' touch me